There were plenty of emotions going into this race. It was the biggest race of my career, physically on the Olympic stage, plenty of people were watching from London and at home, I had been through a serious health scare, and I had trained hard for this one day. It was also the last one. Just seeing the finish chute or thinking about the situation made me choke up.
Race day arrived with overcast skies and a threat of light rain. My morning schedule went off without a hitch, including a 15 minute swim and 15 minute bike at a healthclub. I had a peaceful walk through Hyde Park and arrived at transition at 7:00 to set up and check on my bike. For better (my vote) or worse, organizers don't allow anything other than what is essential for the race. No towels, bags, nothing.
My main concern for the race, as it always is, is a flat on the bike. I have never flatted in a race, and frankly, am not the swiftest with changing a tube. However there was no CO2 available anywhere, so there was no sense in bringing any other tube changing equipment. When I asked others, they just said they would drop out. Given the short race, stopping to fix a flat would simply take too much time. I felt like screaming, "That is NOT an option for me!" On top of that, the roads are anything but smooth. It was described as riding on rice cakes.
Then another, more important issue arose. The light rain was making the roads slick, and I talked with several people who had already see crashes on the very technical course. That could ruin a day. Main goal for the bike...stay upright. (The next day I heard there were 40 crashes in our race that included 2,150+ athletes.)
My overall goals for the race were to execute well and have fun. Having fun in a race helps you relax which helps the body flow more smoothly, which is faster.
After experiencing Wednesday's swim start in the Aquathlon in which I started far left and 1) got pummelled, and 2) went out way too hard, I decided to start as far right as possible. This would allow me to get clear if I needed to, and allow me to set my own pace. As an aside, it's funny how people start triathlons at full speed, yet swimmers in a 500 don't. This swim was 750m, so I treated as such. Perhaps triathletes could learn something from us swimmers. Starting positions were determined simply by the order in which we walked out onto the pontoon. So I let all of the other Type As go first and only had one person to my right. If it was a longer swim from that position, the difference was minimal.
At the horn I put in about 25m hard, saw I was clear of at least the one guy to my right, then settled into a sustainable pace. As we approached the first turn buoy and the pack came together, I was pleased to see I was in 4th (the wave had 60, as did the wave 5 minutes earlier, also our age group). For a minute or two I felt a minor draft, then the gap to the first three stretched out a bit too much. At about the two-thirds point, the gap had grown just enough for...What??!!.. Two massive white swans swam right across my path. I wonder what they thought of all the commotion. Too funny.
|I am to the far right, closest to shore.
I finished the swim without anyone passing me, and incredibly, no one as much as laid a finger on me the entire time. I ended up 5/113 in the AG in a time of 10:35 while the fastest swim was 10:04. I call that perfect execution.
Both transitions took forever. It was a long run to the area, then we had to wind our way through the massive maze. I put more effort into both T1 and T2 than normal, but my times still were fair at best- 3:35 and 3:15 vs best times of 2:43 and 2:40. I'm accustomed to being near the top in transitions, but this level of competition is completely different.
The bike course went out about 1/2 mile, then began three out-and-backs in the shape of a "C." Given the slick roads, I knew the corners and 180 degree turns would be slow, so I was ready for about 25 accelerations- in other words, an interval workout. I can do that. That's what I've done in the pool my whole life.
Upon entering the "C," it became obvious that this would be a very crowded course, only making things more difficult. Fortunately, much of the road was wide enough to go three wide. The first section, about 3/4 of a mile long, was a straight shot and a bit uphill. Thinking there would be plenty of slower sections, I decided to blast this one, and comfortably sustained 380 watts.
Then came a right hand turn, the start of about 5 turns in the span of 1/2 mile, including a brutal, sloping S-turn. To make matters worse, the road sloped to the right for the left hand curve of the "S." I think this is where most of the crashes happened. Nick told me he saw people sliding 30 feet on the pavement. On top of that, there were multiple raised crosswalks with sharp, cobbled, leading and trailing edges. I was down in my aerobars when I hit the first one. The bars went right down to about a 30 degree angle. I thought my hands would hit my front wheel. Damn! Damn! Damn! Now Keep Calm and Carry On. You moron. I've always been a bit critical of those who have similar mechanical issues because they are preventable, and now I was one of them. My mind went back to the 2001 Alcatraz I did when winner Michele Jones had the same failure. I also remembered specifically getting those bolts as tight as I could the day before. Keep Calm, Carry On. I quickly learned that bringing the bars back up is no easy task. The angle was so severe that I had no leverage. I moved my left hand back to the forearm pad and pulled up with my right. Aside from not moving them, it felt incredibly unstable at a time I was in a crowd and going through turns on wet roads. I thought about stopping to fix the problem, but that seemed too dangerous. There was no "breakdown" lane- bikers were riding right next to the barriers. So I just kept working on them and eventually succeeded. I was afraid they would be completely loose for the rest of the ride (I was only 10% done), but as it turned out I was able to make small, regular adjustments just fine.
There was another long straightaway before the turnaround, and I blasted that one like the other. Then I crawled through the tight 180 degree turn. From that point on, I blasted the straights and came out of my aeros through the turn section and crosswalks, accelerating when I could. Times five. As I returned down the original straightaway, I realized my Garmin was gone. Gone. No data and about $200 down the drain. My first thought was, "I'm going to have a great run." Then I wondered, "Am I riding if the data isn't recorded?" Late on the second lap I saw my Garmin on the ground. I didn't see any way to get it back, so I kept going. It was gone on the third lap.
The bike is when I heard my family the most. Nick, Leah, Christine, her parents Joan and Roger, plus my friend Chip gave me great support on each out and back. It's great to hear my first name get yelled. The support really makes a difference.
Keep in mind that when I race, like most people, I don't always think too clearly. On the run, I had a couple of people yell my last name. I wondered how they knew me....then remembered it was on the front and back of my uniform.
Soon enough I hooked up with another American who was in my age group. He was far more technically proficient in the turns and would gap me by about 50 yards. I was fine with that as I wanted to just stay upright. Then I would pass him back before the next 180. This pattern continued for the rest of the bike. A huge thanks to my Wednesday TT group of Owen, Mike, Tom and Brett. That training allowed me to put in big watts without blowing up.
I had a massive sense of relief when I made the turn to return to transition. No flat, and I stayed upright. I knew my time wouldn't be great, but crashing is slow. My split was 37:09, and the fastest in my AG was 34:15 (22.5K total). That's probably only a minute slower than I could ever expect, so given the conditions, I consider that very satisfactory.
My strategy for the run was to start strong and controlled with a quick turnover and short stride. Then I would build into the long, slightly uphill run along the far side of the Serpentine.
Wednesday's Aquathlon was the first time racing with my Garmin. I thought the pacing information would be useful, and I wanted to know exactly how I did. At many races, the results (the distance and therefore average pace) can be off enough to make a difference, and they don't give you mile splits.
Soon after leaving transition, I felt like I was working hard and felt good when I saw a pace of 5:45 on my watch. That's a bit quick. Stay smooth. OK to back off a touch. About half way along the back side, I caught the guy I had been swapping places with on the bike. That's when I really started to race. I went by him and kept going so he wouldn't even think of trying to stay with me. I hit mile 1 in 6:30, a pace I felt was solid and allowed me to pick it up a bit. That was also close to the high point in the race, so I knew gravity would help establish a faster pace.
As I finished the first lap and went through transition, I told myself, "ONE MORE LAP. THIS IS IT. EXECUTE. YOU TRAINED FOR THIS. GO."
I hit mile 2 in a 6:20, still feeling smooth, quick and controlled. I was passing plenty of other runners but wasn't getting passed. This was going well. Then came the long slight uphill section again. Bear down, keep the legs quick. I hit the bridge. Then the final right turn. Downhill to the finish. Go fast, leave nothing. You're racing invisible guys in an earlier heat.
It's funny. I thought I would be filled with emotion at that point. However I remember thinking I was too tired to have any emotion. I hit the blue carpet as I entered the grandstand area and emptied the last ounce of energy I had. I grabbed a small flag without breaking stride and came to the 180 degree turn that leads to the finish. 100 yards to go. That finish was like a massive magnet. It pulled me faster and faster. I heard my family yelling in the stands, but didn't try to look. I needed to FINISH FAST.
I finished the run in 18:54 (3.0 mi.) , a best-ever average pace of 6:18. The last mile was 6:07, a great way to go out! The best run was 16:20. Overall, I finished in 1:13:28, 36th out of 113. The winner came in at 1:07:53. Sure, I would have been a bit faster without my aerobar issue, but not by much. I can honestly say that was my best complete race ever. No race is ever perfect, and every one has it's challenges and issues. But this was the best.
I took a minute and soaked it all in, then headed out to see my family. They allowed me to do this, to partially live in this bubble. I never could have done this without their support.